21/6

Dragged myself out of bed this morning at 7am, and called her to wake her up too..
She was late haha expected and we had a long ride down to Outram.
Yup, was scary for her to draw out a syringe of blood. Had a long time waiting over time.. so had some food together before we made our way down to toa payoh... to meet up with her frenz.
it was a beautiful morning, and that was the end.
didn't enjoy the afternoon.
was in mac with her xiuyi peckying kendrick and shiu cheong.
Tried hard to do some maths but just couldn't solve them.. so frustrating..
wasn't productive today but well, the main purpose was to accompany her.
So i was so sad when we parted at 3+, haix left her to her frenz..
i boarded the train aimlessly and guess what, i fell asleep and didn't realise i was on the wrong train and went to marina...
so felt so frustrated yet again and took a long ride home..
borrowed a vcd, sequel to my sassy girl..
hehe going to watch later.. hehe
just spent the evening watching tv again..
tong xin yuan make me so vexed again, to see baozhu bullying nice ruan mianmian..
then youfu made me so sad. haix, poor ah mei... poor youfu... serves jialing right...
haix, feeling so sianx
gg to watch the vcd le
take care and nitex

21/6

Spent the morning and afternoon at home. Studied biology and it was really a love-hate relation..
i loved learning bio but when it comes to revision, it's a real torment... it kills me.. the time i take to study bio, i could've completed 2 other subjs...
Haix, nonetheless, shall cont to struggle with it..
haha played games with chia in the afternoon. he came over to study and spend some time with me, though both of us quite bored at times, but i bet he enjoyed the dinner!
he was doing maths and i was complaining how tough njc maths was.. really..
yup, so when he went, didn't do much but watched tv..
youfu was nice again, so nice to see innocent him..
then mei..
hahaha..
yup struck up a date tml..
will be out in the morning and afternoon with her =)
take care peepz..
cont w ur mugging dun be jealous
=P

Zz..

Pissed
totally pissed this morning.
wasted my time playing with some army guys...
Nbm, they've asked us for contact to play field nxt time..
Gonna thrash them.
Set.

Sat.

Man, woke up with a headache. must be the exhaustion from yesterday and the rain...
been a good boy today, staying home with my family, buying medicine for my sis. Again.. wonder why she hasn't recovered.. it's been kinda long.. just hope she's not suffering from dengue cuz there's a case or a few in my neighbourhood...
yea, finally did some studying.. 2 chpts of bio.. but i really had a hard time in the afternoon, intermittently falling asleep.. so gave it up and went to slp againt at around 3.. and woke up at nearly 8.. man always sleep too much.. but to think of it, it's good rest for the trainings ahead..
haha then a show on 8 at 8pm, got those groups that come to perform. then this sat's episode damn nice those dancers, haha from m'sia.. v gd..! v nice..
after that watched a show on channel 8 at 1030.. wei long 2003 or wat.. damn stupid show.. was laughing with my bro.. so here i am online..
going off soon cuz tml's meeting virus and co at alvin's place to play ssc..
yea hope to enjoy some fun football again man.. hopefully no one interrupts and no playing of bball cuz the court's ours..
haha yup
hope u ppl are studying well too
jiayou !
=)

Matchday

Wow wake up damn early today... went to meet my junior to pass him my sec4 notes.. he's not doing well failing subjects even in midyr.. hope he jiayou man...
haha then called the bloody alvin who was supposd to meet me but of course as usual he was sleeping.. so i went down to school myself.. 7am! haha went to retrieve my boots and made my way down to douby ghaut.. haha ..
so waited around for the rest and we finally reached boon keng bout 845?
then the match started about 915.. haha played at st. wilfrid.. the synthetic grass field.. man it sucks.. prefer traditional grass.. more cushion and grip...
sianz la played centre mid for a while then rested... before coming on as a lost sheep.. by the second half we were in no mood to play le la.. leading them.. haha
won 5 3 in the end.. sianx next time muz partner chia throughout the match.. then play 442.. haha so funny after the match rama says that we've got a good midfield haha and disciplined team.. haha yup they played well too skilful players, just lacked the teamwork..
haha so surprising she came down to watch the game w shuhuiz.. haha then huiz treated hock like emperor like that esp when he got injured.. so funny everyone giggling over it..
ok lar v tired to describe the details later on..
we went ps then ate lor.. sent her home and we gathered at pecklim's hse..
now playing there lor haha
topspin
later gg for class dinner
haha today really played all day sianx
haven study..
die die
think not many ppl in same boat as me le
hahah die die

Movie fiesta

Man, today is like a whole day of fun!
haha woke up and didn't manage to do much, except to marvel at chilin lin in life! haha read about her and was wondering what goddess she was... haha
after that dated her out for a movie, Batman! yup finally watched it ! it was great !!! i loved it... shan't say much so people better make a move to the ticket counter!
yup had a simple dinner with her and was going to accompany her down to tanjong pagar to her friend's grandparent's wake, but along the way her friend advised her not to go down because she just attended her great grandma's wake so it's kinda inauspicious so we didn't go in the end.. and it was me again!
the crazy guy... borrowed vcd, alien and predator and we watched it together.. man interrupted by the shows on tv.. like superstar which she insisted on watching, and youfu which i didn't want to miss..
haha so ended up we finished at 11 and she was going home real late.. haha..
just coming here for a short chat before i turn in, looking forward to tml's match, rv against ri..
haha finally get a chance to play with virus my old teammates..
yeah!
can never forget the times we had together as a team!
Virus rocks!

Back.

Yup, just came back this afternoon from 4g's chalet and slept till 8+... was really damn tired but ended up missing the class outing haha... diaox nv call me to wake me up..
yup, actually didn't intended to go for the outing because they told me they'll be watching mr and mrs smith, which i watched yesterday, so i was thinking of joining them for dinner perhaps.. in the end they watched batman! which joce told me after i woke up and sms her that is.. haha..
argH! wanted to catch batman today but no one could accompany me... diaox..
yup the chalet was pretty fun! bdae celebrations were cool man.. poled chiaming pecklim jason and even jeremin!.. the whole process was pretty violent, esp chiaming who ran all the way to changi village to escape.. struggled free from 10man!... haha but the rest weren't so lucky esp jason who was caught and taken down by me...
kenneth enyoed poling people the most man, and everyone was like damn sweaty.. haha..
then we played massive fifa xbox soccer tournament.. so funny man.. it's been a long time we guys have come together... then played mahjong.. followed by me stunnning everyone w the card trick which cejin taught me..
haha the best part was at 3+ 4 am.. i told them creepy stories.. 4 of it.. and they were damn scared and chilled... then everyone decided not to go changi hospital anymore, partly because of fatigue. but pecklim went w the gals and he said it was eerie man..
haix but in the end i went home around noon with chia. he's got to catch a movie.. so i went home to rest to go for class outing tonight la but obviously i didn't ...
well had some fun and was really glad man..
hmx after dinner managed to catch the show on 8 at 9pm.. you fu..
i was really touched by the show and was like feeling sad and sorry throughout.. i like such shows.. like many shows of the same type shown previously.. but i was think if the plots's possible, if it's real-life..
but nonetheless such shows always provoke my inner thoughts.. .. i cant describe exactly and i cant discuss much of my feelings because i may sound hypocritical?
but sometimes i really lament about the on-goings in society, how can we actually put aside competitiveness, monetary assets, materialism etc.. and maybe work towards a fair equitable society..? a wholesome one? liberal.. civilised.. compassionate..sympathy.. it's probably too ideal..
sometimes i try to incorporate some of it into me and try to make my life a worthy one.. but the restrictions of the norms of society just gets to it..
just happened to come across someone where someone denounced moralisers by saying that it's wrong for them to try to moralise ppl because it's kinda intolerance and insensitivity on their part to try to make ppl conform to their ways of living..
it's like cuz ppl are doing what they're scared of doing, what they've nv done before, or just something they don't like ..
well perhaps it's true in some sense bahx.. sometimes i wonder if i can lead my life by trying to provide help to ppl ... probably a career which enables me to make a diff to ppl's life.. well not in the sense of scientific advances but prob like with a persona touch?
yet i dun think my situation will allow me to do such things ? that's why i considered teaching at first, but i dun really wan to be a teacher who will like only teach and lecture like our lecturers in nj.. i want to be a teacher who can impart knowledge, values, and play a part in the real development of my students.. well i guess this is hard man.. maybe some teachers would want this but will circumstances allow?
maybe just like what the gp article said, tt education in our era is most probably for employment's sake, and government propaganda i think, and just somehow too lacking in making us wholesome.. tt education shld help us flourish as a person with influence flowing out from our sound characters...tt we will be able to have a hand in grooming and helping people too.. understanding each other... communicating etc...
well too much crap in my brain..
haha
feeling sleepy got to rest..
been a pig man..
gonna stay at home tml for a good rest before gg out on fri
adios..
take care everyone